Have you ever wanted to do things you wanted to do and wished an dreamt about a successful life , you get discouraged because in reality you know deep down you can’t attempt or achieve these dreams. Life with chronic illness is so hard you start projects you want to succeed in then you get so irritable an frustrated an feeling like a failure you won’t be able to do it you just just screw this an screw that, never be independent like I used to , you have all this courage an all this adrenaline you feel hyped you might be able to do it then it hits you like a wake up call you just won’t be able to do it at all, I won’t survive because my benefits will be taken away if I make any good money , even with disability your insurance sucks an you can’t go out of state for better care, there’s positives an negative of being on disability then there’s positive an negatives of not being on it either . Your family try there best to encourage an support you but you just feel they don’t have faith in you at all, feel they do not help you even though they’ve been helping you all along . Life with chronic illnesses is just so draining by afternoon you’ll feel like you ran on the treadmill all day , my name is Trisha I have more than one illness .
